My life behind walls

My life is starting to look a lot like tthat of a prisoner...

Spending most of your time in your bedroom doesn't help you feel normal or free. Recently, that's the way I spend my days: Wake up, eat, shower, bedroom, bedroom and then eat again and bedroom again till around 5:00pm.

I must say that the lightheadedness I feel through out the day doesn't help either. I almost fell flat on my face yesterday while going to the drug store. So to avoid falling and fainting and scaring everyone every time, I stay at home.  I know, it's not the best of plans, but well, it works. Well, sort of.

Having a social life isn't easy, but I try to keep in touch with my friends. I do my best not to feel depressed. It's stupid, but being all dressed up even if I'm home helps a lot. I do my hair and wear some make up and nail polish and it does help!

I also try to keep a good level of activities like knitting, playing the guitar or writing stories, and suddenly I don't feel so alone anymore.

Long drawn out days

That's official. Have been staying at home for 8 months now and the days seem longer and longer. I get so bored I could screem!!

I've been trying to go back to work normally, but every time I seemed to get closer to my goals, the job offer would just vanish...
So ever since the beginning of the month I try to find ways around boredom. I've tried a lot of things, but still it doesn't work.
Music, drawing, singing, knitting, housecleaning... There's only so much you can do within a day. I thought about translating fanfiction and other stories on the net. Just for the art of it.
Sounds like a good idea. And it can take some time, so I won't even see the time fly by.
Yeah, that's what I'll do, translating stuff. Alright, let's go!!